Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Monday, July 24, 2006

This two weeks are seriously hell, trust me. First, i gotta do the fucking flash assignment and now Comp animation.

Animation is pure torture, seriously. First, you hafta model the characters, scenes, figures, settings, whatever you have. Then you gotta rig them, meaning add 'bones' and 'skin' so that they can move. Just riggin can takes up two days if your 3dmax screws up on you. I think we took a whole week to finalise the modelling and the rest of time was spent on the gay rigging.

One hour is gone. Only 10 seconds of animation has been done.

What makes me feel so screwed is that, i cant do anything when the rest of them are not done with their work. And i can do nothing to help them becos i know nuts about the rigging and adding bones. Just give me the models and i'll make them move, dance, kick, punch people and whatever you want it to do. But adding bones, IK chain, FFD??? Sorry, but wtf is that?

And the worst.. A word of advice: Choose the right people to work with!!!

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I stayed up and study like fuck but i've got a F for my vidp test. I know the majority of us got Ds. But a F!!! Highlighted bright orange in the grades list!!! I stayed up and study like fuck again for my music test but i've got a C+.. Sometimes i felt like i've entered the wrong course, seriously. Why the fuck did i screw up my interview for entering mass comm? I should have taken up Chinese studies in NP, seriously. I'm confident that i won't fail any modules at least.

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Stress-related illness are not curable. I was struck with stomach flu a week ago, just like my sis. Stomach flu seriously sucks becos it's a gay illness.

I shit everyday. Minimum 3 times. Maximum 6.

I puked at least once everyday.

I've gotten fever yesterday, been seeing lines on the screen and woke up with a sore eye today.

I don't look sick at all. I don't even feel sick. I've been doing the same things everyday like it's already become a daily routine.

Can somebody just kill me, or should i just punch myself to death? I think i'm tired of living. Fucking bullcrap.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:16 AM